being in darkness and confusion is interesting to me. but behind it you can rise out of that and see things the way they really are. that there is some sort of truth to the whole thing, if you could just get to that point where you could see it, and live it, and feel it … i think it is a long, long, way off. in the meantime there’s suffering and darkness and confusion and absurdities,...
i should have been a pair of ragged claws, scuttling across the floors of silent seas.